3 sign for me??....im so afraid.....

dalam miggu ney jeer aqu dpt mimpi yg menakutkn aqu....
first,,,aqu mimpi aqu jupe ngan arwah tok ki...my lovely grandpa....
dalam mimpi tu tok ki ader ckp kt aqu ..supaya jge diri baeq2....
then dye g tgl kn aqu dalam kegelapan....
Ya Allah...apakah tanda itu semua???..............
second....sejak akhir ney aqu byk mimpi tntg hari kematian....
tubuh aqu jd seram sejuk ble terjaga dari tido......
mimpi yg selalu aqu terima...aqu mati dalam tido....
Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku....besar nya KEBESARAN MU YA ALLAH...
third,,,,sakit aqu mkin truk...dalam kelaz aqu terpaksa tahan sakit...
andai nya...hayat aqu semakin hampir.....
mohon maaf pada semua yang mengenali diri ini....
halalkn makan minum....
fatin nk semua tahu yg fatin sayang semua yang sentiasa berada di sekeliling fatin...
tiada siapa yang dapat memisahkan kita..kecuali hayat yg dipisahkan...

why??why??why??why??

always be like that.....
maybe im not the perfect gurl...
yeah!!im a touching gurl but men can't to understand me!!!
im try to be not a touching gurl...but i can't....
bcoz its me!!!..........
all people can't to be a hypocrite....
fatin fatihah please lar....
im alwys thinking.....why???
every day,every second n every time.....
im crying with myself...........
heart can hear what i want but people around me can't know what i want....
no one hear what i want!!!
better im alone!!!,,.....than make other people hate me!!!
maybe everyone hate me>>.....

NoThiNg CaN bE pErFeCt.......

da lame x update blog...so ary ney sy update yg bru....
nothing can be perfect in my life???...WHY???
ary ney aqu nk cter psal seorg lelaki.....
fst aqu msuk kolej ney,,,,aqu ader minat kt sorg boy...but laen kos lar...
aqu cke tgok dye n sikap dye....tp rupanyer dye ader minat kt org laen....
mmg sdeyh cgt aty aqu..tp aqu redha...dye clalu share problem dye ngan aqu...
n problem ngan gurl tu pn dye ader share...mmg terguris lar aty aqu...yea lar...boy yg kte minat tp minat kt org laen n share plak prob dye ngan gurl tu kt kte...
ape pn aqu oke...we need to help our frenz...rite??
6/8...aqu n boy tu tbe2 mnjd semakin rapat...wlaupn aqu taw aqu jer yg cke kt dye tp x bg dye...aqu redha...n now aqu ngan dye in a relationship...
tapi aty aqu dalam dilema...cpe sebenarnye yg berada dlm aty dye??...AQU OR GURL TU??
AQU NEY PERAMPAS HAK ORG KER??......slh ker aqu minat kt boy tu??/...
aqu redha klu dye plih gurl tu....n aqu akn doakn yg terbaek utk dye...
dalam hidup ini x ader aper yg mustahil...walau sebesar maner pn syg kte pd dye...
so boy...WHO'S IN YOUR HEART???....?????